SparkPeople Member Blogs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_recent_blogs.asp These are the most recent public blog entries from SparkPeople Members. SparkPeople Member Blogs http://www.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/nav_logo_v3.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_recent_blogs.asp Diablo 3+15minutes of Cardio! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890598 <em>315</em> <em>266</em> <BR> <BR> Today has been a very lazy Sunday...like all my Sundays. Husband and I played lots of Diablo 3. I did manage to sneak in a extra 15 minutes of Cardio...I went in my Exercise room and jumped on the elliptical for 15 minutes and burned a Nice 150 calories. <e... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:26:34 EST 8 weeks in... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890597 I've been taking it up a notch for the past 8 weeks, and I'm starting to get frustrated. I feel like there should be some more noticeable results by this point. I lost 9 lbs quite quickly (4 weeks or so), and gained back one (last week's conference in Munich= heavy German food and beer). But t... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:26:30 EST Inspirational Thoughts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890596 The Lord never fails to give us new blessings every time we wake up. Waking up alive and well is already a miracle. A blessing that we owe to Him. Let's give thanks to Him always. <BR> Shalom. Mon, 21 May 2012 02:23:46 EST A RELAXING SUNDAY! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890595 I had a really nice day Sunday. I woke up early, did some Sparking then went back to bed at 9 till 1. Got up, played some Guitar Hero & did some more Sparking. Did the dishes, just kind of pittered around. Still a little dizzy so did not do much standing up. At dinner & went to bed at 9. Ha... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:20:41 EST Sunday!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890594 I was able to teach Sunday Adult Class. The Lesson was great. The service was nice and it was nice seeing the pastor's wife at church today. Are pastor's is at home sick and I was glad I was able to pray for him over the phone. We have to Trust in the Lord and He will heal our bodies. <BR> <... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:20:05 EST Taking one day at a time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890593 After losing a close friend, I've had a hard week. But I'm doing all right by just taking each day as it comes and looking for the best in each day. I have come to see the good in so many things and people I had either overlooked or just disliked in the past. The anger and negativity is just n... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:16:57 EST Time to chase the negative away. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890592 So yeah things have been pretty rough lately. Many of the issues I'm having with everything stem from how I have confronted them. I need to learn to love people where they are at. That includes myself. I am at the root of many of my problems. I don't stand up for myself when I need to the mo... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:11:32 EST still not motivated to work out??? any advice?? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890590 Im in such a happy state life is going so well...school starts back up in less than a month and its my goal to lose 6 more lbs by then which is in a month so im sure i can manage that... that would put me in the 240's which i never thought id be so excited to be in that range again but thats befo... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:10:49 EST can't quit sugar http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890589 So i allowed myself a very small piece of chocolate cream pie when i came to work tonight. I was doing really well on my no processed sugar plan but i came in to a very irritating note from the management and decided to allow one piece. It is now 11pm and since i work night shift my next day star... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:10:22 EST Long weekend, new toy! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890588 Hooray! It's a long weekend and I'm finally starting to wind down from two weeks of STRESS. I haven't been sleeping well and I notice my resting heart rate seems high, but I assume both of those will settle down on their own. I'm doing lots of stress-reducing, favourite happy-activities this week... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:09:38 EST Reemerging! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890587 Hi Everyone -- I thought it high time to reconnect! I can't believe it's been over a month since I last blogged. I've been overly busy with the end of the school year, professional traveling, etc. We also lost another of our old dogs, which was sad. I didn't run, didn't get enough sleep, and ... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:06:20 EST Rewarding http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890586 Spark Stage Three continues and I've been asked to give myself a Big Reward for the last almost three months. I have battled with the notion that I don't deserve a Big Reward because I didn't fulfill the contract and didn't do it perfectly cos I had that binge that went on for over a week. But I'... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:06:00 EST KEEPING ON... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890585 I admit that it isn't always easy. Especially when you hit that plateau or when you are working hard with little to no results. I am in that spot right now. I have been working for a good month or more now with little results. I went to the hairdresser the other day or rather, I brought my d... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:05:41 EST A Sunday Miracle for Meg http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890584 Update for megthrockmorton <BR> <BR> A Sunday Miracle! <BR> Posted about 9:30 pm <BR> <BR> On Friday, Meg's cousin Lydia & Lydia's fiance Andrew came to visit. During recreational therapy on Friday, Meg, Dolly, Lydia, Andrew & John played wheelchair football. Meg was full-time center for both t... Mon, 21 May 2012 02:05:08 EST Fri, Sat, Sun http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890583 Wow, does time fly. <BR> Today, I went to church , talked to my 90 y.o. friend. and then packed up, arranged with my sister to bring my mother down here on Tues, and I bring her half-way to my brother's on THurs... short visit. Then she stays with brother for another week, and they drive to th... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:59:52 EST Halfway Point Reflection http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890582 The end of the school year falls exactly at the halfway point of the biggest loser challenge that I am participating in right now on Sparkpeople. One of the challenges this week was to reflect over the first half of the challenge and re-examine my goals and look at what I want for the second half... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:57:16 EST Can Anything Else Possibly Go Wrong Hiking Wilson Canyon Trail? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890581 A lot of things went wrong today and I didn't particularly enjoy this hike of 7 miles, BUT I persevered and did it. Wilson Canyon is in Red Rock Country in northern AZ and I wanted to hike here because it should have been cooler than the 104 degrees in Scottsdale. <BR> <BR> I was ready to go... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:57:14 EST My Vision Board! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890580 Looky what I made tonight! My vision board. I was skeptical at first but by the end of the night (it took me a few hours to search through magazines), I LOVED IT. I feel so inspired. I put my goals along the bottom with the reward I'll give myself when I reach those goals. And then I filled the r... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:56:38 EST Weekly Workout Update - May 7th - 13th, 14th - 20th http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890579 It was two jumbo-mumbo weeks, lots of modification to the original plan. But I'm proud to say that I keep active, even if just 1-min workout a day :D <BR> <BR> - Mon 7th = PLAN: Active Rest Day <BR> # did Jump Rope, Quickies Strength <BR> # total = 3 minutes <BR> <BR> - Tue 8th = PLAN: Strengt... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:55:57 EST HOW MY EATING HABITS HAVE CHANGED WITH SPARK http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890578 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/0/l905361961.jpg"> <BR> <BR> This week we were challenged to write about the ways our eating habits have changed since joining Spark. This is a great topic because one of the most amazing surprises about Spark nutrition wisdom is that I am now ea... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:55:04 EST Feelin' down. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890577 It's like I'm back at square one because I lost enough weight to be "normal" and am back to being overweight again. I know with time and patience and a little bit of oomph I'll be fit again... I just feel lumpy and gross (and FAT) and unlovable for right now, not hot or sexy or confident. <BR>... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:53:49 EST Dance Awards Dinner http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890576 Just got back from a really fun awards banquet for my daughter's high school dance group. They have so many talented kids in the group....they really are fabulous and just so sweet. But I was a bit leery over the venue selected for the awards banquet...Dave and Busters at the Irvine Spectrum. ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:49:13 EST Day 141: I'm Going Bonkers Without My Stove http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890574 Quote of the Day: "Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world." (Harriet Tubman) <BR> <BR> I just heard that Robin Gibb passed away, so sad for the Gibb family. There is only... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:43:16 EST HLC #1--Week 9 Mental challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890572 The Mental Challenge is a Weekly Requirement <BR> <BR> This week, earn 50 points for your team by writing down three things that are currently in your life that give you happiness. <BR> <BR> 1) My children <BR> 2) My husband <BR> 3) My work <BR> <BR> This week, earn 50 points for your team by... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:41:58 EST DANCE! DANCE! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890570 oh...my...goodness!! I had the most amazing workout tonight! I danced my butt of for a whole hour. I haven't done any dancing recently. I've mainly been sticking to yoga, weight training, plyometrics, and walking/jogging. It felt so dang great to do it! <BR> <BR> Dancing is what got me started ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:40:48 EST Summer time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890569 Hooray, it's summer! I haven't written anything of personal value here in months, so this will be a long entry. <BR> tl;dr - I discuss how I don't enjoy teaching and tend to practice healthier habits when I am not facing anyone's deadlines but my own. Research this summer and being on my own ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:39:59 EST Junk Science Advice (can go f off) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890568 This is something that really makes me mad (well I have to bite my tongue on). <BR> <BR> Last week we had a customer come into where I work, and we noted he had lost weight. <BR> <BR> How? Well apparently his doctor told him to not eat BREAKFAST, OR LUNCH. and by gosh he`s lost 4kilo (about 9lb... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:34:40 EST Firm Express -- Week 1 Results http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890566 My health was put on hold the last couple of months as we worked on a few other things. During this time my gym membership ended. Kind of okay since it wasn't working for me with two busy schedules and a toddler in house. So, I am back to videos and this round around I am trying the Firm Express.... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:33:57 EST Serene Sunny Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890565 Tried to sleep in to no avail, so got out of bed and got 30 min on the elliptical and 30 on the bike done. had breakfast, showered tracked briefly and called Mom. We were off to the Farmer's Market. Was pleased so see Grandora Gardens were out with the first peppers of the season. Traded in f... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:30:24 EST Dear Shopping, http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890564 Dear Shopping, <BR> <BR> Oh, you think you're sooooo special, don't you? Every girl just falls all over herself for you and you set little hearts aflutter with a simple thought. You think you spread universal cheer to the feminine species. Not a single girl can resist going out with you and then... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:28:13 EST Food and my emotional attraction to it. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890563 Managing my weight is not just about diet and exercise it’s also about taking control of my emotions as well. I know I’m an emotional eater so I really have to be careful. <BR> When I’m upset. I tend to give up on everything when I’m mad. Its not very good at all its even harder to deal wit... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:27:54 EST The Greatest Thing About Sparkpeople... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890562 ...is really the people. There is just such a great, positive, support system on this site that I get no where else. Everyone is just so positive. I love it. I know when the people say congrats or good job on here that they really mean it. I am so thankful for the support, and I am glad to get to... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:25:40 EST padres and solar annular eclipse http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890560 What a wonderful day we saw 7 innings of Padres vs. la and then the solar annular eclipse so cool I got to do my photography and one of them is up on my sparkpage I was so happy today :) Mon, 21 May 2012 01:23:09 EST Ring of Fire http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890559 I walked the pups this evening starting just before the annular eclipse started. I had my eclipse glasses. It was amazing - I could glance over quickly towards the sun and it seemed as bright and full as ever - flip on the shades, and it looked like PacMan. The moon chomped further and further in... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:22:15 EST my appetites for life are huge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890558 there are many ways to feel good about yourself. some days i am perfectly attuned to this. other days are, frankly, beyond comprehension. <BR> <BR> the break-up of a relationship is hard. on 'my plate' this week... ha. <BR> i choose to stay as grounded as possible and not run with it as a... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:22:05 EST Day 6 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890557 The morning did not start off well...the scale did not budge from the day before. Even though the simple diet says to weigh yourself every day, I am not sure it that really is a good thing for me. It is like a double edge sword...If the scale reads well I feel like a little cheat wont hurt and ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:21:21 EST DH Says, "Lose Weight!" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890556 Ouch! For years I've complained about weight struggles. I've yoyo dieted most of my life. Today, I lamented once again that I need someone to hold me accountable as I do a lousy job of it on my own or in print. My doctor is no help. He needs to lose a few pounds, too, and always tells me my ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:21:04 EST 20th May - Reached My Jump Rope Goal! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890555 Yay, I reached my jump rope goal on Sunday 20th May 2012 - as I planned, hehe. It was 5 minutes jump rope then did some strength exercises then 6-min more of jumping. I was actually wanted to give up, thought I can finish up the rest of jump rope till goal on next day. But I somehow half cajoled... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:19:08 EST Stress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890554 Family drama again. It seems to be the same person that stirs it up. Mon, 21 May 2012 01:17:45 EST Progress!! Finally! And the trials to get there. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890552 The first few weeks was awful, I was tracking etc trying to be really on plan and the scales refused0 to move!! <em>192</em> <em>198</em> <BR> <BR> I was EXPECTING that big initial weight loss, that was gonna spurn me on the track even more. But....2 weeks and nothing. What was happening, was ... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:13:15 EST Day 63. Won't be a part of this new movement. FAT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890551 We all struggle with weight loss. I don’t even know how many times I’ve said this, but we all struggle with weight loss. We all struggle with some type of stumbling block in our lives. <BR> <BR> We don’t have to be a part of this fat nation. <BR> If you haven’t watched my vblog about fat nation... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:13:00 EST Back to Basics http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890550 I haven't posted in forever but weight was up so thought I better get back to doing what I know will work. <BR> <BR> DH is getting pre-surgery testing and it has been eating on the fly and ice cream. Neither works well for me. <BR> <BR> Doctor was pleased with my weight and stats, BUT he did no... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:12:51 EST Great way to exercise when you have little kids http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890549 I always find it difficult to exercise when my husband is gone and I have my two year old and five year old with me. I try not to use the gym with them if I don't have to, they dont like to go to the childcare there and to be honest my time with them is precious, so Anything I can do with them i... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:10:54 EST A Very Frustrating Day But I Stayed Calm http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890548 IT was not my day today. What went wrong went wrong. What could go well went wrong. <BR> First off I check my schedule and it said that I was working from 1:30pm to 0:30 pm. It is wrong we close at 7pm on Sunday, told my brother that I will call him for sure to tell him what time to pick me up. <... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:06:38 EST Mondays Joke http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890547 <BR> <BR> Bob had finally made it to the last round of the $50,000 Question. The night before the big question, he told the host MC that he desired a question on American History. <BR> <BR> The big night arrived. Bob made his way onstage in front of the studio and TV audience. He had becom... Mon, 21 May 2012 01:03:12 EST BLC # 14 (Green Ivys) - Mid-point Assessment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890545 All of a sudden, the weight loss slowed, kinda stalled actually. But the good thing is I lost 3.5 inches all over in the last 3 weeks!! At the start of the challenge, I weighed abt 235, which is abt 80 lbs lost. Now I bounce back & forth between 231 & 232 each morning for the last wk & a 1/2, whi... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:59:29 EST Race #8/Half Marathon #3 of 2012: Portland Rock'n'Roll http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890544 What an amazing weekend! I'm exhausted, but I had an absolute blast from start to finish this weekend. Pull up a chair and relax a bit, this is gonna take awhile! <BR> <BR> It started with our trip to Portland on Friday. We knew that our friend, Shannon, who runs most half marathons with us, and... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:59:15 EST Dad's Joke of the Day!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890543 <BR> An Oldie but an goodie~ <BR> <BR> <BR> Two little kids are in a hospital, lying on <BR> beds next to each other, waiting outside the operating Room. <BR> <BR> The first kid leans over and asks, 'What are you in here for?' <BR> The second kid says, 'I'm in here to get my tonsils out an... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:57:54 EST from zumba to core http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890542 I was so excited. Today I going to hey Shawna into Zumba.... the classwad cancelled. The teacher was a mo show. The coolpart was a personal trainer stepped up and did a core class with us. Now I actually. Hurt. Mon, 21 May 2012 00:56:42 EST Feeling Better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890541 Today is better, I still have a head-ache but it is tolerable. I am able to hold down fluids, but I feel like I have been run over by a Mack truck :( . I have basically been on the couch the entire day,, other than getting up to do some laundry and to feed the animals. I am not complaining,, I am... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:51:54 EST 5-20-2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890540 Starting over AGAIN! Spark people worked for me once, maybe it will work again. Hope springs eternal. Will try to keep running tab of cals & exercise starting tomorrow morning. Been away for a year and amazingly exactly the same weight as when I left off visiting Spark. At least I haven't ga... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:51:06 EST Its flippin hot outside!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890539 Oh my glob can it get any hotter outside...and the answer to that is yes. It's not even June yet and the heat is blistering making me feeling like i don't want to got out for my run either in the morning or evening. I know never again to go running at mid day i almost blacked out. I do not know w... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:51:05 EST The Big Computer Drama http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890538 Oh my goodness, I have so many things to tell you guys!! First of all, the most amazing thing happened this week. If you have seen my few status updates you will know that my computer suddenly up and died on May 1st and through much waiting and drama we discovered that my computer was completely ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:43:43 EST May 21st---- Nervous! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890537 I should be sleep tomorrow is the first day I start my on foot commute to and from work. I've checked the weather and everything looks good but, for some reason I can't sleep. I drank night time tea and i'm hoping it will take affect soon. Other than that I have my tennis shoes by the door my cha... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:43:19 EST Another Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890536 Today was good. I ate sour gummies at a youth games night at church, which wasn't good, but the rest of the day was good. I'm still juicing about three cups of juice a day, and loving it. I'm learning to like the earthy-veggie taste a bit more. <BR> I discovered lentils today! OMG, they're so go... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:42:23 EST Day 46 ~ I caught a bug http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890535 Sorry that I haven't been around for a few days. I've been not feeling well with a fever and horrible stomach aches. Because of this, and the constipation on top of all of it, I've been pretty miserable for a couple days and I haven't been able to eat much. When I could eat, I stayed as close ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:41:58 EST May 20 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890534 I weighed in at 134. I really eat alot at one of my jobs and I hope that tomorrow evening will be different. I need to get back to 127. I've put on some weight and I can tell. Wish me luck and good luck to all you sparkers this week. Enjoy your week and lets all be alittle thiner this time next w... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:40:09 EST Finally, a light at the end of the tunnel! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890533 Well, that day that I've been waiting for is almost here...In 23.5 days, I'll be D-O-N-E with this journey! The day I've been waiting for: a normal life. Work. Home. Gym. Yoga. Zumba. Healthy cooking. <BR> <BR> Today I accepted a position with a veterinary clinic about 45 miles away. I'll ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:40:05 EST A Date with the Eclipse - pictures http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890531 Just a short little blog tonight after a couple of long days! But I wanted to share the fun we had watching the eclipse with my husband's telescope. I got it for him a few years ago as a holiday present and got him a solar filter for his birthday this year so we were well-equipped for our date! H... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:37:45 EST Intermission: Run For The Rocks Half Marathon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890530 (Cross-Posted from my website, <link>L2R.squarespace.com </link> .) <BR> <BR> I apparently never did get around to posting about my first half marathon here, so here's what I wrote for my website today. <BR> <BR> Back to writing in the present. As the last blog I posted said, I had just finish... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:37:18 EST Cheers to the weekend?? I WON'T be drinking to that! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890529 My goodness this weekend was a blast, from Friday all the way to this morning. But I am sad to say I gained 3lbs from drinking (thank God today isn't my weigh in day) Shots of Malibu, unlimited glasses of wine and late night meals. Celebrating the end of the college Semester and my little cousin ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:36:02 EST Crossfit http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890528 Over the weekend I found about a really cool workout and conditioning program called Crossfit. I had actually seen signs about it and heard people talk about it in conjunction with the Paleo diet. I never really knew what it was though until I saw the Reebok Crossfit competition on TV. It was ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:35:47 EST Is he crazy??!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890527 My husband asked me about having more children. I thought he was talking about the one more that we had discussed, however I was surprised. <BR> <BR> First off, a bit of my health history. I have 4 precious little girls who unfounately were delivered via c-sections. Not the way I wanted to go b... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:35:36 EST Stronger http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890526 I feel like it's cheesy, and I feel like I shouldn't give a f*&k that it's cheesy, but I love Kelly Clarkson's song, "Stronger." When I went running today (2 miles with only a .25 mile walked) that song really kept me going and helped me break through the mental wall I am constantly pushing again... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:28:37 EST Difference between a Working Woman & A HouseWife http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890525 Hello spark people! <BR> Today was a good day. Did my 20 mins workout early in the morning which made me active for the whole day. <em>104</em> well! As my title said i have been thinking about this for a while that is it better to be a housewife or a working woman? As a housewife myself and h... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:26:00 EST Gym Dedication: End of Week 11 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890524 Hey SP! <BR> <BR> Another week down as I continue on my fitness journey. This week I have finally gotten into a rhythm for lv.9 resistance, and also made some new weight accomplishments! (See my Fitness Tracker for specifics). The new ab routine is going well. Without further ado, here's this... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:25:41 EST New Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890523 New week new day new start for me enjoy your day <em>247</em> Mon, 21 May 2012 00:24:29 EST DAY THIRTEEN http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890522 REST ON YOUR LAURELS. THEY BRING COMFORT WHATEVER THEIR SIZE, AGE, OR CONDITION. <BR> <BR> LET GOD'S PEACE BE WITH YOU AND GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU NEED EVERY DAY YOU WORSHIP HIS HOLY NAME. <BR> <BR> MANY BLESSING, <BR> JOAN <em>459</em> <em>458</em> Mon, 21 May 2012 00:23:15 EST oooooh video blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890521 I was thinking of visualy tracking my weight loss on a site like mybodygallery.com, but video blog could be easier ... I just don't want to back slide. Mon, 21 May 2012 00:18:08 EST Is forever grateful for suntan lotion! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890520 Even as a child, I would burn just at the sight of the sun! That is what you get for being fair skinned. I've learned to live with it and know that when I when I go out, don't forget the suntan lotion! <BR> However, it never fails......I will still burn at least twice a year. Sometimes it's ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:17:41 EST More of the desert life http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890519 DH and I were driving around, trying to find the mini horse with the blue eyes. I should have mentally noted the street last time we saw it. We didn't find the horse, but did see a cute yard. First I noticed the bird statue. (Some of my pictures are fuzzy today, but we have had high winds again, ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:16:45 EST A SHORT EXPLANATION http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890517 Yes, I know I am way behind. After getting five hours of sleep last night I went to church to teach my S.S. class then stay for a worship. A total of 4 1/2 hours. <BR> <BR> Then a delightful lunch with friends until 3:00. <BR> <BR> Home got on Spark and found out my Mozilla Firefox wasn't wor... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:13:21 EST the day before http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890515 I have so far have a disappointing weekend as far as exercise/ getting things accomplished goes. Aside from visiting a friend (a former co worker) for 2 and a half hours yesterday and going for a bit of a walk . I really haven't done a "helluva lot". At least I get tomorrow off as its a stat up... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:07:31 EST Keep moving forward... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890514 So, no monumental changes over the last few weeks. More or less shooting for greater consistency. Not too consistent checking in on my spark page, but watching my food and sticking with most of the new habits that I started each month since January. <BR> <BR> Looking forward to a more focused ... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:07:18 EST Weekend Review & 5k Recap http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890513 The funky green page color matches my awesome race shirt from today. Which, totally clashed with my hot pink compression socks! <BR> <BR> Today is day 89 of my fitness streak! I have a had time believing I have exercised everyday for the last 89 days. <BR> <BR> Friday morning I was up early a... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:06:42 EST 5/20/12--Greenswell Dirty Duathlon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890512 I did my first duathlon today: the Greenswell Dirty Duathlon at Alum Creek State Park just north of Columbus. I had a blast. <BR> <BR> The race had two 1.8 mile trail running segments with an 11 mile road cycling segment in between. I was in the Clydesdales category. I was expecting to get slau... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:04:34 EST Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890511 “Smile, breathe and go slowly.” — Thich Nhat Hanh Mon, 21 May 2012 00:03:08 EST Home http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890510 I have had so much to do today so didn't get started back to full swing but will start tomorrow. I did laundry and some cleaning up today then this evening I went to the movie with my son. I guess that means that vacation is officially over! Mon, 21 May 2012 00:02:43 EST New Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890508 Goals for 05/20/12-05/26/12 <BR> Goal #1: Get four stars on Advanced Step on my Wii Fit. I know that the Wii does not burn as many calories for me as other exercises would, but I cannot help it, it is really my favorite form of exercise. <BR> <BR> Goal #2: Start the five week walk/jog to a 5k. I... Mon, 21 May 2012 00:02:17 EST Another Bosco & Sally Video http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890504 Another video trying to get Bosco and Sally in the same shot. They are hanging out in the flower garden. Bosco is going to be such a sweet dog. He was abused by the other dogs of his previous owner. But considering what he's been through he doesn't seem to have been affected permanently by it. Sun, 20 May 2012 23:59:16 EST Setting up JUNE/JULY Goals; aka THE KNAPSACK CHALLENGE! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890502 Okie dokie, so I finally have the hubby on board on this new and improved methods to our madness and getting super healthy and in shape.... since my vacation is the week of July 9th, which also is our 8th year anniversary since our very first date, we are going to celebrate this by partaking in:... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:58:26 EST Exercise. . . http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890501 Tomorrow. 10 minutes. I've got to start somewhere. I think I will just walk around the school for 10 minutes during my free period. It's not much but it's better than what I've been doing, which has been avoiding exercise at all costs. Why? Because it hurts! Even just walking hurts me. But I thin... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:57:36 EST One month as a vegetarian! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890500 I think I can officially call myself that now that its been an entire 30 days, right? :) <BR> <BR> Ten things I've learned from being a vegetarian for 30 days: <BR> <BR> 1. There is a lot of stuff that looks like it has no meat in it, but actually does (Jason's Deli broccoli and cheese soup, I'... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:56:28 EST Busy weekend... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890499 I am not sure how to even log all the work I have done over the weekend. I helped cut and stack four large trees, weeded a garden, and helped burn a ton of brush. I also walked and did a few other trackable exercises. I wish everyone a great week ahead! Sun, 20 May 2012 23:55:15 EST Getting there, but slower than I would like http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890498 So today was the long awaited First Holy Communion. I was so proud of my son Mikey today, he looked cute in his dark suit and took celebrating his First Holy Communion very seriously. <BR> <BR> A little over 2 months ago, I had written that my goal was to try to get a bit slimmer for my son's bi... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:53:00 EST Change of Eating Habits since joining Spark People! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890497 Wow how have I changed my eating habits since I have joined SP. That is a loaded question. I joined SP over 3 years ago as of March. Changing my eating habits have been a big part of my journey here. <BR> <BR> When I first started here I started off by just measuring my portions out not chang... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:51:57 EST Sleep Log - oops missed a few! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890495 Night 9? I'm not good at journals. I last about 3-4 days then quit. <BR> <BR> Made the mistake of taking a long nap and now I'm wide awake when I know good and well I've got to get up in the morning. Got up at 7:30 for church and layed down for a nap around 2 as usual. <BR> This next weekend "u... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:50:04 EST lying, cheating, boot camp humiliation (long story) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890494 But no, it's a good thing! Wait, read on... <BR> My trainer, B, has this invite-only class. I helped him name it. Silly me. Anyway, due to some kid drama, I have to retool my schedule, so I am trying to get the ultra hard to get evening appointments with my trainer, B: <BR> <BR> B, "well, if yo... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:49:47 EST Sunday May 20th http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890492 Well Knott's was a blast. Lots of walking and standing in line. Ate really good. <BR> <BR> Back to work today and lots' more walking. tracked my food and did well. One more day at work and then Tuesday off and finish up the yardwork. Sun, 20 May 2012 23:48:42 EST Weigh-In -- 20May2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890491 Wow, I didn't realize that it had been two months since I last blogged... <BR> <BR> Well, I've been up and down and up, and now I'm on my way down again. <BR> <BR> I have been eating mostly the right things, just too much of them. <BR> <BR> So, this week I will work on portion control. <BR> ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:48:19 EST My first 5k (with pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890490 Well, one run under my belt! I was tired, nervous, worried, cranky and happy, in that order. Tired, because I didn’t sleep well the night before, taking care of my dog (who had surgery the day before). I was nervous, because I didn’t know what to expect. I was worried that I wouldn’t finish. ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:46:56 EST Sunday Gratitude & Abundance http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890489 I am grateful for: <BR> -the perseverance to work on my dissertation pretty much all day today and evening! <BR> -the two surprise lovely visits I received in the library today <BR> -people making my day even though I felt down that I wasn't in California graduating <BR> -sunshine <BR> -eating h... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:45:29 EST Step 1...Admittance... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890487 I am back...after falling off the wagon and hiding because I was too ashamed of myself. But, no more hiding. I am human and made some mistakes. Now, I am back on track and beginning again. <BR> <BR> I look forward to reconnecting with my old friends, if they'll have me back. And making new frie... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:44:01 EST failed http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890486 did not manage to reach my goal of not purging today. I did keep down my birthday lunch and some cake but ended up failing at 10:30 tonight. oh well, it's better than giving in to the urges all day long. sometimes postponing is best. will try again tomorrow to see if I can reach being purge f... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:43:45 EST Yay! A New Day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890485 "If you are not happy with the things that are repeatedly happening in your life, or with the direction in which you seem to be moving, you can turn it around. But first you must understand that it is your life, that you live in a world of your own thoughts, and that you can change your life by ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:43:01 EST Help. Connect Facebook/SP http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890483 I have clicked the link several times to get the points to connect SP with Facebook but cannot seem to get it to work. I try logging in with FB and that doesn't work. Can someone point me in the right direction? Sun, 20 May 2012 23:40:11 EST The weekend go-eth...(that's not really a word, is it?) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890482 Well, my back did have me laid up and on some meds Friday and part of Saturday. Today I felt better so we decided to do some shopping for our yard/garden, and some gardening. We planted several flowers, and I dug holes for 5 new shrubs. I think the yard is going to look great. <BR> <BR> We als... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:39:45 EST Up 4 on Saturday, then DOWN 5 today.. still swollen http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890481 Yes I forgot my daily pills 3x this past week, now I put them by my desk so I can remember to take them when I get home from work.. no chance I will fall asleep before taking them... Next weigh in will be better. Sun, 20 May 2012 23:39:28 EST Celebrations are hard on the diet! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890480 Last week was nurses week, then camping with family and friends, next came graduation parties, and birthday parties! I am amazed that I was able to lose .4 lbs and that was probably a fluke! It has been so hard lately. This next week should be much better though. I am trying to plan ahead now ins... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:39:00 EST Week 47 - Total Weight Loss: 84 lbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890479 So I lost all the weight I gained last week plus an additional 2.2 lbs. It's that time of the month and I didn't go to the gym very much last week. However, my eating remained below 2000 each day so that was good. <BR> <BR> Other than that, I have a slight complaint. I was at the beach today wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:38:44 EST Week 4 - It's going to be a great week! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890478 Day 1 of Week 4 started with my morning juice. Two gulps into it I realized it wasn't all that bad. Am I finally getting used to this drink? I hope so. Dinner was the same. Since I make multiple meals at the same time, this was from the same batch. I look forward to breakfast to see what it... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:38:11 EST Lost 2kgs! Yeay! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890477 So I just complained on Saturday that the scale hasn't moved. So today it moved! And I'm down 2kgs! Yeay!!! Yeay!!! and YEAY!!! Sun, 20 May 2012 23:38:00 EST kinda depressed http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890475 i lost 10 lbs since last monday yet i feel more depressed and emotional. i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to other than this blog. i feel so emotional...... i want to cry watching the same movies i watch with my kids everyday..... come one hotel for dogs isnt exactly a tear jerker nor is l... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:37:04 EST HAPPY DAY!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890472 I pray that all of you had a wonderful Sunday. I know I did. I got to see my two Godchildren for one day. We had a great time and then they had to go back home. Oh well, until next time. <BR> <BR> I hope that all of you are still working out and eating healthy. I know it's hard sometime... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:33:34 EST Sunday night http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890470 Today I did great with my food choices, and not so great with my fitness. I only did about 20 minutes of activity. <BR> I am having alot of pain from yesterday's exertions, and my fibro is kicking in pretty good, making my back, shoulders, right hip, right knee, right ankle and right foot pret... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:31:49 EST A Family Party Picture Gallery http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890469 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/6/l961031799.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> We had such a fun family weekend FULL of fellowship, laughter and FUN! <BR> Today was gorgeous...such a beautiful sunny day in central Texas! <BR> <BR> I wanted to share it with you in a picture gallery...... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:30:30 EST 5.20.12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890468 Today went better than the last few days... I could have done less snacking, but I wasn't in the mood to sit down and eat, so I snacked today. I could have chosen healthier snacks, but tomorrow is another day to try to do better.. <BR> <BR> <BR> Bfast/Lunch <BR> <BR> <BR> Corn Flakes, Almond... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:30:30 EST New week... Trying to Get it Together. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890467 I have been continuing to gain all the weight I lost after having my son back. Today I finally weighed in at my pre-pregnancy weight. I don't want to keep gaining. In the last 7 months I have gained 25lbs. Yikes! You would think I would have gained the weight while I was pregnant. <BR> <BR> I r... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:30:18 EST GREAT DAY!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890465 I knew I had to be up early because my SIL was scheduled to come and do my receptacles and bubble covers on the deck today. I was up early by 10.00 AM for me and ate a quick breakfast raisin bread, orange juice and a couple sips of herbal decaf tea and off I went. I started to cut the asparagus a... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:27:09 EST Overfilled!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890464 Ok......so my hubby cooked one of my favorite meals(cabbage, cornbread, and sweet/spicy porkchops) today. Of course when I got home from work, I devoured this great food. Now I'm full and feeling guilty. Take that back, feeling tempted to get a second helping. Also I dread all of the extra workou... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:26:14 EST A day at the beach and we've got a winner http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890463 Saturday I ran the 2nd leg of the beach to bay marathon in Corpus. I will hopefully have time to write my first ever race report but for now, the reel news is: <BR> <BR> Thank you to everyone who took time to vote for my son's picture on facebook. His picture ended up winning with the most lik... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:24:48 EST 1,000 Days on SparkPeople http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890462 Today marks 1,000 days since I started on SP, so today's another 100-day blog post. My 900-day posting was: <BR> <BR> <link>www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_jo<BR>urnal_individual.asp?blog_id=4734302 </link> <BR> <BR> and in it I said: "For the next 100 days (If I've got my math correct, Ma... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:24:47 EST 1 week down... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890461 Proud of myself for a week of eating on plan. Wishing that I had managed to add some exercise in, but I have been trying for "activity" if not "exercise". My husband is making an effort now too, which helps immensely. <BR> <BR> Here's to week 2! <BR> <BR> This week's goals: <BR> <BR> 1. keep ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:24:41 EST week one http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890460 Had a very successful week one this week. Total of eight pounds lost! Very excited. Fell off the wagon a bit this weekend with my eating and exercise. My goal for the end of this week is to reign in my eating next weekend and try to be better. I have to say that i am very proud last weekend i spl... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:23:55 EST The Beast !! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890459 I worked out hard and strong today!!! Awesom Awesome awesome. I am pumped to see what goals I meet this week. Let's Go !! Dont quit !! Keep pushin!! Keep pushin!! HEY yes you ....DONT GIVE UP!!! <BR> <BR> Have a great, stress-free,goal knockin out week!!! POW!! Sun, 20 May 2012 23:23:55 EST I am still lookng for more tall flowers. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890457 We got up early and went to the greenhouse. <BR> We bought several individual larger plants to see how they will look with what is there. We are total novices at this so it is taking a lot of effort and I do not want to buy plants that will not look right. <BR> <BR> I bought a Dianthus, a Coreop... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:22:14 EST Lazy Sunday; lounging pictures http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890456 Definitely was not very active today. I started off by making breakfast, and then the rest of the day was spent lounging on the deck, soaking up some sunshine, reading, taking pictures, crocheting and watching movies. <BR> <BR> Some of the pictures I took yesterday. <BR> <BR> Columbine from ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:20:41 EST New job, more time to focus on healthy lifestyle choices http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890454 I am a single mom that has worked two jobs for over a year now. A lot of the times, my food is grabbed while running out the door, or whatever is convenient. I have started packing my lunch and taking it into my day job with me, but sometimes I run out of time in the morning and end up not pack... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:17:44 EST Finally Some Rain http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890452 My son had to work days and my hubby and I needed to get down to my MIL's house early to mow the yard as it was really humid and hot. We took the brace he made for the clothing rack he made the week before. The lawn was too dry to mow. We tried to get a lot of work done but a realtor showed up wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:15:45 EST NEED MANY PRAYERS PLEASE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890451 One of my dear friends is 86 years old, has been on dialysis 9 years, she is now having problems with her heart and breathing as well. We was taken to the hospital last week and had dialysis everyday instead of 3 times a week like she usually had. She was told there is nothing else the doctors ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:15:20 EST M.I.T.M. #17 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890450 WEIGHT: up two pounds. This was in part due to a graduation luncheon at a local 'historic' steakhouse. I thought we would be ordering steaks or chicken, Nope! The food brought to us was all bar/finger foods. In other words, deep fat fried fat! Wings, rib-tips, stuffed mushrooms, etc. I told my wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:14:50 EST It's Time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890449 It's been a little while since I last posted anything to this blog. A place that was intended for me to come and and write about my journey, really just sat around and collected virtual dust. I am dissapointed in myself however, I am not just going to bad mouth my attempts at trying to be better ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:14:29 EST Day 206 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890448 Today was day 1 of week 4 Shape up for spring bootcamp challenge. It was a 10 minute kickboxing cardio video, which I can finally say I'm able to do without stumbling, thank you. I also walked Daisy twice today for a total of 28 minutes. I didn't do the gazelle tonight and I think I'm almost r... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:13:10 EST River Walk http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890447 Had an awesome time on the river walk tonight. It is so beautiful with lots of lovely plants and a great design to the walk. Sat on the wooden chair swing with my best girlfriend and had a lovely time. The dusk lingered beautiful as the sun set with streaks of white, pink, orange on a robin's egg... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:12:52 EST Another Great Success! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890446 Well sort of in my eyes. I woke up today and went to the gym (that is my new daily appointment) I think I have went to the gym more in the past 3 weeks than I have in the entire years membership. anyway I got dressed in my new shorts and top and low and behold. I Have A Waist again!!! My hus... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:12:34 EST Believe in yourself http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890445 The challenge is not to let others determine who you are. It is important to love yourself where ever you are in this life. You must first have confidence and belief in yourself that whatever challenges you set that you can meet them. So today I believe that I can succeed at the goals I have set. Sun, 20 May 2012 23:11:30 EST A little bit of good and a little bit of bad.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890444 <em>195</em> I'm starting with the "woe is me" part of this blog: <BR> <BR> <em>198</em> I fell down the stairs..sigh..and ouch. I felt myself slipping, raised my arms in the air because I didn't want to fall on the fractured hand so of course I fell on the same shoulder that I have the hand f... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:11:13 EST Bertran Russell http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890443 Even when experts all agree, they may be mistaken. <BR> <BR> <BR> (please tell me I spelt his name correctly) Sun, 20 May 2012 23:10:58 EST 15 Day Vitality Challenge - Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890442 Today is Day 1 of the 15 Day Vitality Challenge. Coach Lauren suggests we blog every day, so I'm going to give it my best shot. <BR> <BR> It has been a long day today, I left Seattle at 42 degrees at 7 am and am now in South Padre Island (TX) where it was 90 degrees when I got here at 4:30 pm! ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:09:51 EST May 20 - Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890441 Today is Day 1. I'm on cd 7 of my 7th month ttc...and now I've got to focus on my weight loss. I weighed this morning at 153.8 which isn't so bad. I did Day 1 of Week 1 on the jog/run 5k training. 1 min walk/3 min jog. I know I can do that since I've started and restarted over and over again. 42 ... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:08:50 EST Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890440 “Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.” — George Bernard Shaw Sun, 20 May 2012 23:08:14 EST DS and Graduation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890439 Well, the big day has come and is almost over. After the <BR> drama of the last 2 days, it was comforting to sit and watch <BR> the graduates together for one last time as a class. The <BR> baccalaureate service was very moving. The speaker is <BR> a minister from a church in town, very loved and... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:07:22 EST Fargo Marathon - Go Far Challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890437 Over the weekend I went to Fargo, ND - My hometown, and ran (and walked) in two races.... and they were two completely different races! <BR> <BR> The first was the 5k - it was Friday nite - the temp at the start of the race was 96 degrees - and they had hoped for 10,000 runners and walkers. They... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:06:32 EST So frustrated!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890436 I'm going to be 30 in a couple of months and I feel like my body is betraying me already! I have gained 7lbs in one week! I've been exercising like crazy and during the work week my diet had been not at its best but certainly not that horrific. I stepped it up friday and made a commitment to e... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:02:24 EST A MUST READ by MaryBeth aka MBSAENZ. A wonderful internal dialogue about the I want a unhealthy trea http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890435 MaryBeth posted this today on our team thread in the BLC. She is the captain of our Courageous Copper Cougar team. And this really spoke to me, I wanted to treat myself with ice cream not 15 minutes ago......................but now since I do not have the calories to spend and I am not going to... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:02:12 EST Three years to do a 2-second task http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890434 So I have a rebuilt car that the paint peeled off in the middle of my left front fender. Whenever I drove into the parking garage and saw someone I knew, I'd get self-concious that the person maybe looking at my car and notice the spot with no paint. Down here in Texas we don't have cars with rus... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:00:31 EST Getting better with the FiveFingers http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890433 I am feeling better running in the FiveFIngers, only thing is now that it is hot here (90 today) my toes feel cramped in there..like around as well as long. Hmm. Maybe I need a bigger size. I love em though! I am not having near as many back issues running or after and feel a lot lighter! Th... Sun, 20 May 2012 23:00:27 EST CHELSEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890432 Watched the match and medal ceremony all over again today cos it was JUST SO DAMN GOOD THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! <BR> <BR> If elation burned calories, I'd have hit goal weight last night! LOL! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/7/l779071414.jpg"> <BR> <BR> My heart ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:59:31 EST Accept the Challenge (With Pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890431 As a kid I had a bike and it was an adventure for me to use it. In 2009, I hadn't ridden a bike in like 20 years. I was very apprehensive but I did want to try. My husband rented a bike in Downtown Montreal and it was very scary for me going down hill. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.spark... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:59:25 EST Day 3 Run! It's getting a bit easier! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890430 So today was my third run and I definitely feel that it is starting to get easier. It's a little hard to track because I have run a different path each time, and last run I had a pretty substantial meal before running which made it extra difficult, so compared to that today felt a lot easier. On ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:59:07 EST Good Karma! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890429 I went to my ex's father's wake tonight. I haven't seen some of the ex in-laws in 10 years. Let's just say some of them had no clue who I was! The last time they seen me I weighed in around 200 lbs. They were totally shocked when they found out it was me!! I was with my ex for 11 years. <BR>... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:58:51 EST It was a great week- kind of http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890428 I'm not working for a couple months so I can finish writing my thesis and complete my master's degree. Unfortunately, I was quite the procrastinator this week. Instead of working all day as I intended, I worked out, shopped and spent a lot of time in the kitchen. I also went to crossfit 4 time... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:58:45 EST Level 4 Tonight!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890427 I have been saying LEVEL 4 TONIGHT!!! for three nights straight. Tonight is the night though, i'm only 9 points away! <BR> <BR> I am looking forward to my work out tonight. I'm a bit too tired, but after dinner I'll have the energy to do either my crunches or go outside and have some fun with... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:58:21 EST CoHP - Marauders' Map http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890426 Part of this week's Marauders' Map challenge is to blog about a disguise or excuse that the Map would see through in a heartbeat. <BR> <BR> That's easy. I am not honest with myself, particularly with regards to nutrition. <BR> <BR> I cannot tell you the number of times I have logged my food up ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:55:58 EST What a Beautiful Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890424 It had to be about 83 degrees with not an absolute cloud in the sky. A friend and I took a very long kayak ride up the river checking out all the sites, wild life, nature, etc...She had to get home to a birthday party after our 5 hour trip but I was not ready to call it a day. So I ate at our l... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:54:53 EST Days 10, 11, 12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890423 I had a super busy weekend starting on Friday, but I've managed to stay on track with food. I still haven't been able to get in as much exercise as I'd like. But at least for not eating right seems to be working. <BR> <BR> I told a few close friends and my sister about my desire to lose weig... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:54:09 EST Up hill, both ways http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890422 Have you ever had someone, usually from an older generation, try to tell you how much harder they had it "back in their day"? Usually something like.... I had to walk 10 miles to school, up hill both ways, with no shoes, and I had to carry my kid brother....Well, my dad has tried to tell us that... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:53:38 EST Looking for Tips http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890421 Was out of sorts this past week after getting my blood work results. I was so anxious to get them since I have been on target for the past few months with my fitness and eating. But, cholesterol was not DOWN... no, no, no, it was up by about 19 pts. I was so bummed. <BR> I have read all the... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:52:31 EST what a weekend! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890420 Wow! Mary Kay is really picking up for me and I'm on a great roll!! Thank you God! I also bought a new bowling ball and a rolling 2 ball case tonight. I now have a 10 and 12 lb ball. Knee went out on me a bit bowling so I had to modify tonight. Last night went to a place way out in the hills a... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:52:29 EST BLC TRUTH OR DARE BLOG http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890417 Here is the Challenge I need to write about... <BR> <BR> DARE you to review what you have been doing with your weight loss, control, program. Refocus and determine how you have been approaching why you have joined the BLC team. <BR> <BR> TRUTH After you have refocused, take time to plan how you... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:50:45 EST Day 77/224 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890416 At 77 days, my projected weight loss for 1 lb/week would be 11 lbs. I should be at 167 lbs. Last time I checked, I was 175.7, meaning I've lost 2.3 lbs. I keep trying to come to grips with this, but it still sucks every time. And it does not seem to be helping. <BR> <BR> Tomorrow is Airin's ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:50:33 EST Mental Challenge for Week 8 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890415 Earn up to 100 points for your team for answering the following questions (worth 25 points each): <BR> <BR> 1) I've made the most progress in this area so far: <BR> 2) What I have done best this challenge is: <BR> 3) What I still need to work on during the last weeks of this challenge is: <BR... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:48:49 EST Cutting Down on Sugar... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890414 I 've had a major revelation and "AHA!" moment. I believe I am hooked on sugar. I know I'm hooked on food, sugar seems to "do me in" each and every time I try to change my eating habits. Sugar seems to be the hardest addiction to break! Today is my 2nd day of truly making a conscious effort t... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:46:40 EST Emotional Eating and Skinny-Girl Dresses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890413 I was inspired by my recent downsizing to try on some old dresses I loved so much I didn't have the heart to get rid of. Four of the six fit tonight, along with a cool blue jean jacket a friend handed down to me. I'm very excited to have some pretty dresses to wear this summer! <BR> <BR> Perha... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:46:25 EST Pugfest! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890412 I spent the afternoon with my mom and DD at a local dog show called Pugfest. There were pugs everywhere! I was impressed by the owners and the dogs and we had a great time! <BR> <BR> The costume parade was our favorite - one dog was dressed in a Lady Gaga meat dress (fake meat). It was a hoo... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:42:31 EST :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890411 well baby elias went home tonight and he fell asleep on the journey home...we got to north bergen when he woke up saying mama...he was alright up to the point of us leaving him with his mommy..mommy called and said he was crying and was upset until she told him mama left him some dvds....well he... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:41:51 EST Big Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890410 My little girl Sabrina (32yrs) is having a baby. Gonna be grandma again. It's her first. She and her husband didn't think they wanted a baby but sometimes life sneeks up on you. They are very happy about it. Have a lot to look forward to. I will be going with them next week for the first appo... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:40:34 EST Weigh In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890409 Today I stepped on the scale and was down 3.8 lbs. YEAH! Getting real close to the 10 lb lost. Sun, 20 May 2012 22:40:04 EST Day # 66: Did you see the Eclipse? Truly amazing! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890408 We were able to see it from our back yard! I was swimming until it got dark. Of course, we didn't look directly at it. <BR> <BR> Last night seeing RICH LITTLE portraying Jimmy Stewart, Incredible!!!! Our first night out since "D" surgery. He did great! Thanks God! <BR> <BR> It's night night t... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:39:52 EST Day 141 of 365 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890407 <link>musicsongbird73sgfg.blogspot.com/201<BR>2/05/day-141-of-365.html </link> <BR> <BR> Never stop dreaming Sun, 20 May 2012 22:39:43 EST May 20, Day 190 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890406 I got back to running today. It had been nearly 3 weeks since I last ran. No physical reason for the gap-just 'too busy'. I picked up my training where I left off & interestingly enough I had not lost much momentum. Kind of happy about that. Hopefully I will sleep well tonight. Haven't been sleep... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:39:18 EST Lofty Plans http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890405 I got a plan for this week. Has quite a bit of motivation and busy-ness in it! <BR> <BR> Monday: <BR> I think I am going to go for something crazy and do a two-workout day. I plan on jogging for 30 minutes at 8am and going to Zumba at 11am <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:37:54 EST 1 year Spark Anniversary yesterday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890404 We ( me and hutchisdm) hit our 1 year Spark Anniversary yesterday. I have not blogged in awhile .. not happy cause of this but I am also still on bed rest, but still up and doing some stuff. <BR> Wednesday this week will make 2 weeks since my oldest son Boe hurt his ankle , he sprained i... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:36:22 EST Progression http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890403 Well...my 100 days challlenge is coming to an end...and I didn't reach what I wanted to reach so far, however, I busted through so many plateaus my body had just by switching my protein to pasteuruzed egg whites 1-2 times a day that I am so proud. This past couple of weeks I sort of went back a b... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:35:59 EST Sun 5/20-weekend update w/ pics http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890402 What a wonderful weekend! I wish they could all be so good. I started yesterday with a workout and then we got ready for Alexis' 6th birthday party. She had a tea party with 7 of her girl friends at a local Victorian style tea room. It was adorable! Lunch complete with china and silver, roseb... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:35:35 EST Watching a solo Hydro Plane practice ! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890401 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/5/6/l563651785.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/8/l98991186.jpg"> <BR> <BR> This solo Hydro Plane was practicing on the Columbia River right next to the golf course we play on in the Tri Cities. It was a beautiful day an... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:33:50 EST What did the frog say while returning his library books? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890400 <BR> Read it, read it, read it! <em>201</em> <em>201</em> <em>201</em> <BR> <em>58</em> <em>20</em> <em>224</em> <em>244</em> <em>247</em> <em>247</em> <em>211</em> <em>213</em> Sun, 20 May 2012 22:33:30 EST Congratulations Max http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890399 I'm running a bit behind, but wanted to share some pics of my youngest Grandson. He graduated from preschool and will start kindergarten next year. While his mom was washing his hair, he told her to "do a really good job, this is a big day for me". <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.spark... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:33:24 EST Small world and Happy Anniversary Dan!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890398 It's such a small world. As some of you know I'm a widow having been married for almost 30 years until my husband died of a massive heart attack at the age of 48 over six years ago. A while later, at the urging of my co-workers I got to an online dating service and ended up meeting a man who live... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:32:17 EST Getting ready for family http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890397 So with graduation on the 25th I have my dad and his wife coming and my sister and her partner coming! Going to be a really full house but we are excited!!! Sun, 20 May 2012 22:32:09 EST Days 73 and 74 Saturday and Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890396 Back from our mini vaca in sunny St. George, Utah. The weather was PERFECT! Did alot of shopping and alot of walking and even got a good swim in on Saturday at the hotel. It's a good thing, because I ate ALOT of things I shouldn't have! lol It was a great weekend! And to top it all off, we we... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:31:59 EST 15 Day Vitality Challenge- Day 1 (Updated) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890395 I joined SparkPeople a few weeks ago and had a fabulous first week. However, following that first week, I have struggled to stay on track for more than a few days at a time. So, I decided to join Lauren's(SPARKGIRL32) sixth round of her 15 Day Vitality Challenge to get back on track towards my go... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:29:58 EST It will be a Merry Christmas! We are going to be grandparents. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890394 Four weeks ago, David and Carolyn took us out to dinner. Over dessert David casually said, "And Carolyn is pregnant." <BR> <BR> Dave often says some stupid stuff so I shot a glance at Carolyn and she, being Dave's compliment, a woman of few words, just smiled and raised her eyebrows. <BR> <BR>... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:29:30 EST Do you think it is possible.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890393 To eat slowly and enjoy your food? <BR> <BR> How slow is slow? <BR> <BR> Enjoying food would be wonderful, however, I'm finding that it doesn't taste all that great. The best food I ate all day was an apple! <BR> <BR> How about you? Sun, 20 May 2012 22:27:21 EST Summer, Summer, Summer! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890392 School is officially out for SUMMER! <BR> <BR> There are exactly three months of other activities in the works. It's taken a lot of preparation but I think we finally have these days of summer vacation all scheduled. <BR> <BR> Most of the time it's going to be FUN, FUN, FUN for Kirk. As for m... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:26:41 EST Listening http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890390 I am in a re-election campaign and have a politician as an opponent. My adviser told me I should run some radio spots. I also am involved in a business and radio is not a successful media for advertising. I also have heard that one radio station that I had sent an order for spots to was less than... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:22:33 EST A whole new form of exercise for me (Video) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890389 I don't know what this video game was called, but I played with my nieces and nephews today and worked up a sweat!!! Sun, 20 May 2012 22:22:20 EST It is WORTH it! New Pics of 35 pounds down. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890388 The other day I was feeling a little down. I could only see the fat I have not how far I'd come. I was really bummed out and my husband said to me, "You don't see what I see." So I had him take some new pics so I could see. I have to say I was amazed. I still have a long way to go but I have come... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:21:41 EST Goal one meet; revaulate goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890387 Long time since I did an entry but here goes. <BR> <BR> So two weeks ago I went up north to my aunt's to participate in the Beltane festival and rituals (I'm wiccan and the super moon was the PERFECT wishing moon!) I had such a blast! I danced around the maypole, met new friends and spent time w... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:19:58 EST Weather +bones = pain (BunnyFarts) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890386 The answer to my joke about the carrots is Bunny farts.... A congratz goes out to Angelvirgo70 to comment with the right answer.. and I loved the carrot scented Air freshener that Gayllynne suggested... <BR> <BR> I had a slightly odd conversation tonight with my Hubby about how I can tell w... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:19:37 EST 4 week reflection http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890385 Here I am halfway through my BLC#14 and it's hard to believe that we're about to start week 5! It's been nice to apart of a team that gives me the motivation and support I need to work towards my goals. The last few weeks have been rough for me seeing as I'm supposed to be out of the house by the... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:19:19 EST MWF ISO BALANCE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890384 I have always been quite the all-or-nothing kind of girl. When I was bulimic, I lost 50 pounds in 3 months. When I went to therapy, I went daily. I go nonstop for 16hours a day, or dont move from the couch unelss its to nap in bed. And when I decided to change my life, I left my husband, got my o... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:19:01 EST Jenny Craig Day Three http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890383 Breakfast: cheddar cheese omelet ( I hated it ), milk, and a cup of diced pineapple. <BR> Lunch: Rotini with Meatballs (not bad, I will get it again), Cup of raw broccoli dipped in a tablespoon of light ranch dressing. <BR> Dinner: Fish and Chips (delicious), two cups of V8. <BR> Snacks: cheese s... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:18:47 EST It was a so-so day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890381 I have to say that I didn't know what to do with myself for 2 whole days. Saturday, I took it easy and was a couch potato most the day. I did get on the treadmill twice and walked a mile each time. <BR> <BR> Today, I was a little more active. But, still seemed paralyzed about what to do. I... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:18:33 EST Vitality Challenge Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890380 Day 1 done! <BR> <BR> We drove out to the country today to pick up the kids who had stayed the night with my dad. I always love driving out there because the scenery is just so beautiful. <BR> <BR> On the way home, I sort of completed my self-love challenge, to meditate. The windows were down... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:18:25 EST time for a change http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890379 thank you to all who congratulated me for my third anniversary in spark. i don't know how others knew that, as i did not. actually I've been working the program for a little over 6 months. I am confident of both food and exercise have been according to plan and yet I have failed to lose mu... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:18:18 EST 21st May Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890378 more from yesterday's blog. <BR> <BR> I have had many batlles with my mind. To be able to leave food on my plate and not feel guilty anymore that was a really big one. I remember the first time I did this late last year I nearly made myself sick because I did not eat it all, felt so guilty. Al... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:17:13 EST Day 7 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890377 Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend... <BR> <BR> I have been busy downloading new music for my MP3 player... lots of fun stuff... I'm actually looking forward to going to the gym tomorrow to listen to it all... lol... <BR> <BR> Trail Walk Day 7: 1.93 Km <BR> Total: 19.84 Km Sun, 20 May 2012 22:16:40 EST 10k training day 27-28 - Thank Goodness for tomorrow's!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890376 10k race date: September 15, 2012 <BR> 117 days left to train! <BR> **** <BR> Yes! The good thing with life, is that we are usually granted a tomorrow to make up for today's mistakes! And Heaven knows that's just what I needed today! A tomorrow, to make up for yesterday's disaster! <BR> I hope ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:15:53 EST Sunday... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890375 I am tired!!! About to relax...hope you had a great day! <BR> <BR> ttyl Sun, 20 May 2012 22:15:16 EST bike ride http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890374 yesterday I road in my second bike race and I went 26.1 miles in 2 hours, the event was the tour de hoot, and it raised money for the boys and girls club! whoo hoo, I was going 13-14 miles per hour, next race in my sights is a 35 mile ride woo hoo, i fell so good! Sun, 20 May 2012 22:15:11 EST Mother's Day Do-over http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890373 My dh had to work last Sunday so he declared today Mother's Day Do-over. I woke up to my 12 year old had made me a fruit salad (and listed on a piece of paper what he had put in it so I could enter it into SP) and then they made some gf waffles and two fried egg whites. I didn't use syrup but i... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:15:00 EST Three Months Ago Today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890372 Three months ago today was the last time I allowed you into my life. It was the last time I allowed anything or anyone to use me. The last time I allowed anything or anyone to take advantage of me. It was the last time I allowed you to pretend you loved me. It was the very last time I tasted your... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:14:37 EST Happy Happy Joy Joy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890371 After a tough fall and winter, I am just loving this Spring! The weather is wonderful. I'm in love with my new dance studio -- I went five times this week! I am just feeling such a zest for life that was lacking before. I'm still off caffeine and eating a mostly clean, plant based diet. I've... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:13:56 EST i love keeping track-blog 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890370 Ok so last time I wrote the blog I was doing my brazilian butt lift exercise...unfortunately I have been working so I have not been able to do it since then it kind of sucks... <BR> <BR> I do however work at Walmart as a jewelry assoc. so that means I work in shoes and woman's accessories. I am... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:13:41 EST Food log #864 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890369 Breakfast: 1/2 egg sandwich on a bagel <BR> <BR> Lunch: Fruit salad <BR> <BR> Dinner: Wild rice with grilled chicken <BR> <BR> Snack: Late July tortilla chips and salsa Sun, 20 May 2012 22:13:12 EST Such a great weekend... no so great choices. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890367 Although I didn't exactly make the best food choices this weekend. I think I did okay.l I guess we will see tomorrow when i jump on the scale. My daughter had a wonderful weekend. My daughter's 1st communion was beautiful, Besides the jello and wine, I made good food choices.. I even managed ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:10:28 EST Week One is through and loving it! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890366 I know I've only been on this site for a week but I am really loving it. It's got such great tools for helping me track my progress and has helped give me an in depth snapshot of what I've been doing for my health. I plan on this being more than a short term hobby. I love being able to update ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:09:14 EST 116 lbs down and 38.5 inches gone http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890364 Today was my weekly weigh in as well as my monthly measurements day. And I am so pleased to report that I've lost 116 lbs since Jan. 9 and 38.5 inches since April 2. I can't begin to tell you how excited I am. <BR> <BR> Today when I was getting ready for church, I thought I'd try a dress on that... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:08:50 EST : 0!! Vegas in two months http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890363 Well, I'm back at it! Finally got a dream job and dream vacation coming in August to sin city. I'm going for 20lbs! I have done it before and can do it again. One day it's gonna happen!!!!!!!!!!! <BR> <BR> Smiles, kisses and blessed wishes! <BR> <BR> Sun, 20 May 2012 22:08:11 EST 5/20 another wonderful day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890362 today I spent the day with a friend - it was an amazing day <BR> <BR> I'll try to blog more tomorrow regarding the day but for now I'm just too exhausted <BR> <BR> so good night all <BR> <BR> time to recharge my batteries for another busy week ahead! Sun, 20 May 2012 22:06:47 EST Happy Birthday to me! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890361 I'm ready to go! Took pictures and measurements, and went shopping for food. Unfortunately got glutenized ... who would have thought that a tuna salad platter would do that, must have been cross contamination. Well that kind of blew the rest of the day for exercize. But I will start with that tom... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:06:17 EST Awesome weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890360 spent the entire weekend outside lots of activity loved it feel great Sun, 20 May 2012 22:06:14 EST Bosco! is home http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890359 Animal shelters were having free adoptions this weekend. Decided to get a dog. Wanted one that wasn't a puppy that would like cats and not be too hard on Nellie (she's 9 and slowing down alot lately). Bosco was a sweet dog and didn't seem to care for the "barkers" in the kennels around him. Took ... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:05:03 EST Oops, I skipped yesterday. I'm still okay? ! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890358 I had a great day yesterday. Went for my walk , garage sales, fishing, and to dinner at family's. I had a few bears, and I did check my snacking. <BR> <BR> When I woke up this morning - I came here and realized I didn't track hardly anything yesterday. There was a time in my life that would of b... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:03:52 EST More tests http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890357 The MRI came back 'normal'. So I guess my brain isn't full of holes! <em>20</em> <BR> <BR> However, I have to go back in for more blood tests and according to the nurse, the doc is going to be sending me out to an endocrinologist. <BR> <BR> Well, whatever they do, I wish it would hurry up... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:03:46 EST Nice busy weekend and............bears! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890356 What a wild weekend garage sale-wise it was! They're multiplying every week now and this weekend, entire neighborhoods were having community sales which are great for me because there's a whole lot of walking involved in those. I had hubby drop me off a block or so away from some of them and meet... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:03:37 EST Sunday night http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890355 Still in recovery from the Saturday trip--had a leisurely breakfast with a friend, did some yard work, and took a ride to White Clay Creek Preserve in Pa for a walk. <BR> <BR> Some butterflies, a dragonfly or two, but the coup of the day was spotting a great blue heron coming in for a landing. W... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:02:28 EST Day two! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890354 A bit harder but still good.... especially on the amount of water I took! <BR> Still confident to continue. <BR> <em>250</em> Sun, 20 May 2012 22:02:04 EST Blessings, May 20, 2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890353 My goal is to list at least three blessings every day. <BR> <BR> Here are today's blessings: <BR> <BR> 1. My son was confirmed today!! It was a beautiful service and a nice celebration afterwards. <BR> <BR> 2. My son's Godmother was able to be at his confirmation today. I haven't had a c... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:01:14 EST BLC Goal BLOG -(halfway point) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890352 Well, dearest team members, <BR> <BR> Looking back for the past 2 weeks of being on this spark team i originally set the goals to be a little more fit, drink plenty of water, 64oz preferred habit, and to lose atleast 10lbs- all in the 4 weeks of this challenge. So far I believe I am in good stan... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:00:52 EST Mid-Challenge Reflection ~ Day 145 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890350 Current Weight: 234 <BR> Previous Weight: 238 <BR> Starting Weight: 285 <BR> Goal Weight: 180 <BR> <BR> Its really nice to see the scale go down, even if its not that much! I'm pretty happy with the amount of calories I consume and I'm content with the types of healthier foods I am eating. S... Sun, 20 May 2012 22:00:22 EST P90x phase 1 done!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890349 So I just completed my last week of phase 1 of p90x. Ive lost 10 lbs and 15.75 inches overall. Im looking forward to phase 2-more carbs....yay! lol ive definitely seen progress. Things I couldnt do the first week I am now able to do. I definitely have alot more energy than when I started. ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:59:56 EST UGH the monster escaped http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890348 This week I ate too many processed foods and that is always the dangerous path back to my old ways. Last night I had a few drinks and the bottomless monster escaped! I didn't eat too much but this morning I got up and started the day with a strong breakfast. Lunch went well with a salad topped wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:59:55 EST Day 804: Day 1 of the 15DVC (Round 6) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890347 Heyoooo - I wanted to blog every day for the next 15 days...I'm trying to eventually become vegan and I really think blogging helps for accountability. <BR> <BR> Self-Love: I didn't do my affirmations this morning but I am going to do them tonight :) I didn't stay at my house last night and was... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:59:43 EST My garden http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890345 Here is my biggest project: moving left to right in the garden we have strawberries, bell peppers green and orange, heirloom tomatoes, marigold, sunflowers, cucumbers, corn, and in the box carrots and two bell pepper plants. <BR> <BR> This is back in April ~ we started most everything from seed... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:57:39 EST NEED HELP http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890344 <em>24</em> someone told me that if i get a i pod and listen to music it would help me with the walk and not get bored. will i got one and having problems downloading music to it. need help? Sun, 20 May 2012 21:56:44 EST Day 147 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890343 Runnin' on empty!! Little Liam didn't sleep well last night....coughing, restless & got up several times for long periods throughout the night. Only got 4 hrs. sleep. <BR> <BR> Got another great walk in today. There is no reason for this but the past 3 days I've walked a little more each da... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:56:17 EST Shoulda Oughta Known http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890342 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l20951607.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Ya know how there are some things you just don't say cuz it will jinx you ultra bad? The past several days have been somewhat wild. The weekend was pretty decent and routine except for the fact that BOTH ankles and al... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:54:04 EST Two Weeks of Muddy, Swirling Whirlpool http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890340 I just completed a 2.75 mile walk/run, my first workout in two weeks. Two weeks, people. I've spent two weeks drowning in...okay, I'll admit it. Depression. <BR> <BR> Didn't see that one coming. Yet there it is: I have been completely and utterly depressed. DH's horrible mood swings wore me down... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:52:04 EST A Milestone Day!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890339 Tomorrow is the big day for my son. He will graduate from High School and he has managed to get honor cords in English, Spanish, Social Studies, Science and the National Honor Society. All this he has achieved in spite of his health and all the challenges he went through since last year. <BR> ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:52:03 EST More Deep Thoughts For Those Who Take Life Way Too Seriously http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890337 - Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. <BR> <BR> - The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. <BR> <BR> - Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. <BR> <BR> - A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. <BR> ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:51:50 EST Don't trust the scale! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890335 This is a testament to the notion that you should not trust the scale because muscle weighs more than fat. Over the past two months, I've had many signs that indicated that I lost weight. The shorts I bought two months ago started feeling too loose in the waist one month ago. Corsets I bought thr... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:49:31 EST Problem Solver http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890334 I've always had snack attacks while at the computer. Before I would just grab anything sweet and enjoy it. But since I've had bariatric surgery, I can't/won't do that anymore. So I came up with a solution that maybe will help you, too. <BR> <BR> I have to take calcium and vitamins everyday si... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:49:10 EST Back to Basics http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890333 My Medifast idea was a bust. I couldn't stick with it. I love normal food too much. <BR> <BR> Tomorrow I will start counting calories again. It's worked in the past. If I can keep my calories around or below 1800 a day I will lose weight. <BR> <BR> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:48:45 EST WORKED IT http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890332 HAD A VERY NICE PARTY FOR THE BUSINESS THIS WEEK-END AND GOD WORKED IT OUT! Sun, 20 May 2012 21:47:50 EST One Week After Mother's Day....... I get notified ....... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890331 Whoot Whoot, I have been informed with great happiness that I am likely to become a grandmother for the first time ....... Stick tests are positive, DIL is seeing doctor this week and shes already working on good diet and no wine at dinner time. ( Good lady). DS is going to be pampering her and... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:44:52 EST Day 105 and 106 - No excuses now... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890330 My bum shoulder has me a little bummed out. I go to the gym, but I can't use any of the machines besides the elliptical machine. <BR> <BR> So I've decided to freeze my membership for now, while I sort out my shoulder issues, and I bought a Livestrong elliptical! I have no excuses now! I can easi... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:44:38 EST Expect Great Things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890329 Dear Lord, <BR> <BR> I thank You in advance for expectation of great things in my life and the lives of others. I can't do it alone Lord, for You are my shield and buckler, without You, I am nothing. Thank you for the Comforter who speaks to me in the stillness and quietness of voices. I than... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:43:59 EST Trying to get back on track http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890328 After nearly four weeks of little exercise, I made it to the gym Thursday and today (Sunday). It didn't help that two cakes were brought into work last week and I really didn't need four pieces of cake over three days. They were good though! But I don't have good willpower where cake is concer... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:42:10 EST day 14~ I am not kid friendly.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890326 weigh in: 503.8 <BR> <BR> so, since friday afternoon until 12noon today , i have been in the company of my young 2d cousins(ages 8 and 11) and i now completely understand the comment: "FORGET THE JUICE BOXES, MOMMY NEEDS A COCKTAIL!" i don't know how my aunt, their granny does it. i am exhauste... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:41:41 EST Summer Goals and Rewards http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890324 Summer is here in a big way in Chattanooga: It's consistently hitting 80+ degrees every day, daylight streams in my windows well past husby's bedtime, and my AC runs full time. Summer concert series have kicked off, the school year is over, and the most luscious strawberries I've ever tasted are ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:40:20 EST ALLERGIES! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890323 Today i had a hard time with my allergies in the morning. but this after the allergy meds and a nap i was feeling MUCH better. i'm so ready for work this week! i have my lunch made for tomorrow and may make my garlic brown sugar chicken tomorrow night for Tuesdays lunch :) For me personally, I th... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:40:15 EST it's like riding a bike... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890322 I joined spark a mere 2 months before hitting the big 3-0. I was terrified of turning 30 and I really wanted to get into the best shape of my life and rock my 30s. I did everything by the book. If i were someone else, I would have dropped 50 pounds and hit my goal. But, I'm me and now I know I'm ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:39:56 EST Lime Spring Challenge Comes to an End... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890321 These past 10 weeks I have been much more focused and motivated. The challenge has helped me to get and stay back on track and I am feeling good about myself. <BR> <BR> I commented once that I was jealous of those people that lose 3, 4, or more pounds a week but I have become happy with my slow ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:39:46 EST Amazing day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890320 Well I didn't do 3 Zumba workouts but I did do 2 and went running with my nephew, so I'll count that as 3 workouts. As far as food today, I've ate health! I was craving a cake, brownies, and ect junk food so instead of giving in to that I had a strawberry banana smoothie. So far so good! Oh and ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:39:17 EST life is messy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890319 I ended an unhealthy romantic relationship last Halloween -- a long-distance relationship with an ex-boyfriend from 12 years ago that was bad for me but still so hard to let go of. He and I have emailed a few times, very perfunctorily, since then, but hadn't talked to each other since that Hallow... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:39:12 EST The Simple Diet - Day 132 ~ A weekend of achievements http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890318 Okay I have had 2 days of not being on plan but I still consider that I am on TSD just took a minuscule break. While I was not exactly on plan I did use the tools I have learned and used moderation in my choices. <BR> <BR> Today I went up to the fitness club with my friend and we both joined. ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:39:08 EST May 20th 2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890317 These past few months have been a roller coaster. I have decided to get off the roller coaster and take control of my life back! I have stepped on the scale and realized I have gained 10lbs. I know its due to the lack of caring for my body by food and exercise. I am trying to get back into workin... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:36:45 EST 17 Day Diet - One week completed! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890316 Want to see how my week has gone? Check it out: <BR> <BR> http://17dayexperiment.blogspot.com/ <BR> <BR> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:35:08 EST Cellcom Green Bay Marathon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890315 This could be long - I had all sorts of emotions going on today. I really didn't know what my plan was with a 70 degree starting temp. None of my long runs had FINISHED at 70 degrees. I do think, however, that the fact that I did most of my other training runs midday helped acclimate me somewhat.... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:34:17 EST 19 workouts in 25 days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890312 so i have finished my challenge. the good news? that means i am headed to vegas in the morning. my goal was for 20 workouts but today my back was killing for whatever reason so i decided against it. at the same time though some of those days i did workout were double workout days so i am probably... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:32:07 EST Sunday May 20 Daughter's Baccalaureate http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890311 Today was my daughter's Baccalaureate at her High School. It was a beautiful celebration. The teacher who was the guess speaker really got the students' attention. He did an awesome job in sending them the message that they do whatever they set their mind too! The orchestra and choir were amazing... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:31:39 EST Looking forward to tomorrow's weigh-in...WHAT?!?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890310 Yes, I actually AM looking forward to weighing in tomorrow! This time around, I've decided I will weigh-in on Mondays - and Monday will be the ONLY day I'm allowed to change my weight tracker. Somehow, I need that to get successfully through the weekend. <BR> <BR> I weigh myself daily, and this ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:30:14 EST Missed Rachel's Celebration http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890309 I'm sad I missed Rachel's Master's gradutation today. I just didn't feel up to it. The ceremony was yesterday and there are lots of pictures on Facebook already. Sun, 20 May 2012 21:29:39 EST Progress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890307 Okay, so it took me a month to lose all the weight I gained during Pig Week last month. Sort of. I got one pound down, then another, then I got stuck for the next two. This week I lost three pounds. No, I lied; 3.6 pounds, really. <BR> <BR> I don't know what did it. The first week of the ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:28:15 EST Spark Recipe for BLC Challenge and a good WI too. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890305 Three Bean Pasta Salad <BR> 1 12 oz package of tri-color rotini Barilla Pasta <BR> 1 15oz. can of green beans <BR> 1 15 oz. can of garbonzo beans <BR> 1 15 oz. dark red kidney beans <BR> 1 10 oz. package of frozen spinach <BR> 1/3 of a 32 oz jar of sweet red peppers with liquid <BR> Cook the pas... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:27:28 EST old age http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890303 Too bad I didn't remember my list from my previous blog when I went grocery shopping... argh <em>52</em> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:26:57 EST Procrastination does not pay http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890302 One of the things I'm really bad with is procrastination. I have a sizable list of things I put of, have been putting off, continue to put off, etc. One of those things, for the longest time, has been my weight loss efforts - but I can take that off the list. My weight loss efforts are sometim... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:26:29 EST Slow Twitch and Fast Twitch Muscle fibers http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890301 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/7/l777690910.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Video can be found here: <BR> <link>www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nld7WYI0HIU&<BR>feature=related </link> <BR> <BR> Not all muscle is the same. Some muscle fibers are used in endurance tasks like running for long dis... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:26:09 EST Fell off the wagon this weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890300 Ugh.. went way, way, way over my calories this weekend! I can't explain why, but I did it. I don't know if it was the hot weather or just the apathy on my part. Hubby offered me a second hamburger from the grill on Saturday and I took it, bun and bacon too! Today we went out for lunch to Red Robi... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:25:13 EST Sunday - day of rest (mostly) - and looking for dehydrator recipes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890299 Got up early today and made pancakes for my boyfriend who was headed back up to his mom's to do some work around her house. I had just two small ones myself with a tablespoon of pure maple syrup. Very good and did not break the calorie bank! I took a half hour walk after breakfast and stayed o... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:22:52 EST So Here it Goes... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890297 224 pounds. <BR> <BR> Really?! Have I really let myself get that out of shape and overweight?!? WHY!? It is time for a change. I have no self confidence, no self-esteem. I want to be happy. I want to be active. I want to enjoy life. I don't want to wake up every day feeling like a beached ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:22:38 EST Off to a good start! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890296 One week..4 pounds gone! <em>244</em> <BR> <BR> I'm proud of myself. I started out strong but I had a few rough days during the end of the week. It just proves that you CAN have rough days, you just need to make up for it. I'm looking forward to next week. Working three times a week also helpe... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:21:40 EST Completed 1st Sprint Triathlon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890295 Yesterday I completed by first ever Sprint Triathlon. It took me 2 hours and 28 minutes. My main goal was to finish which I did. I also didn't come in last. There were 240 participants only 176 finished and I finished 164th. I actually felt pretty good after the race, tired, but good. <BR> ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:21:16 EST So frustrated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890293 I havn't lost any weight since the Thursday before last. I thought I was doing so good eating serving sizes, and healthier foods. I'm clearly doing something wrong. I have been excersizing daily except these last 3 days. Any tips or ideas? <em>24</em> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:20:00 EST Day 15 - Scary Raspberries http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890287 Blog Update <BR> <BR> <link>healthyhabitgal.blogspot.com/ </link> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:17:53 EST SHERLOCK HOLMES AND DR. WATSON DISCOVER AN UNUSUAL PAINTING http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890286 One day, Sherlock Holmes and Doctor Watson were doing their usual investigative business, when they uncovered an unusual painting. <BR> <BR> At first glance, it looked like a picture of normal oak tree, in the middle of a wilderness, but if one looked closer, one could see that it was a remarka... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:17:32 EST Vlog - Before the Concert Today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890285 This was RIGHT before our concert today. It went super! We got a standing ovation in the middle of the concert after the Baba Yetu song I talked about in the vlog here.. and another one at the end! WOOHOO! It was super hot - over 90 degrees (more inside the church where we performed, I think!) an... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:13:52 EST Oh! What a Feeling! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890284 Yesterday and today I had gone swimming with my hubby to a lake we go to in the summer. I was really worried my bathing suit wouldn't fit. But it slid right on, and I had room to spare! Wow! What an amazing and wonderful feeling! I am proof, you CAN do it! I had gained some extra weight in the wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:12:30 EST The Sun is Down, the Day is Done... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890283 I am SO glad to be home in my recliner chair relaxing...but I can not WAIT for morning...to get "back in the groove" & get refocused with the SP program. Went out to dinner last night & this eve. after Hamvention, so I am DONE with that. It makes me anxious when I'm not 100% sure how to track my ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:12:09 EST Take A Road Trip With Me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890280 Last fall I went driving out around the lake, and took some pics. I especially like the pictures of the winding road with all the little hills. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/1/l71353588.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l12330392.jpg... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:08:48 EST Birthday Dinner http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890279 Over the big birthday. My granddaughter and her boyfriend made a barbecue dinner for me last night. Lots of healthy food with perhaps a bit too much butter on some of the veggies. It was a very tasty dinner and I really appreciated having dinner cooked for me. That happens very rarely. <BR> Other... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:07:04 EST Pleasant day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890278 Today was a pleasant laid back day. I did very little today. I did 15 min of exercise but that's it. <BR> <BR> I did a few things around the house like put up the smoke detector I took down when I was stripping wallpaper, and organizing my DVDs in alpha order. Just enough to feel productive! ... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:06:25 EST A walk with the BIGGEST and smallest creatures we could find :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890277 I am so happy to say that I haven't missed one walk in 11 days .. YAY!! I have even increased my distance and I am walking at least 2 miles a day in 50 minutes or less including The HILL OF DOOOMMM. There are even little spurts of jogging in there. <BR> <BR> I am so fortunate... so blesse... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:06:09 EST 9 Day Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890276 Okay Ladies and Gents! <BR> <BR> I have 9 days before I embark on a glorious 7 day trip to Banana Island. For the next 9 days I have some goals I would like to accomplish. <BR> <BR> Here they are... <BR> <BR> #1: Commit 100% to 80/10/10. <BR> I will track all my foods us... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:05:29 EST 30 Day Shred: take 1 and take 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890275 Take 1: <BR> I didn't record the measurements but, I did take pictures. The first time, it took me 45 days to complete the Shred. I was plagued with laziness... That time, I was just glad I was able to finish it. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/8/l387215140.jpg"> <BR> <im... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:05:18 EST Great Saturday and a Wonderful Sunday!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890274 We had a great day to the Renaissance Fair! My GD and I had Our Fairy Wings on!! It was warm and windy! We all went on a horse drawn carriage ride. We saw several shows. It was a wonderful day! We got home and had hot dogs and hamburgers, corn on the cob and such!! <BR> We got up this mornin... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:04:55 EST Cupcake Wars http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890273 I had a great time this weekend with my family. Because I was traveling, I neglected to keep track of my meals. I'm positive I didn't get in all my fruits/vegetables this weekend. (I also didn't walk today). But I did avoid the cupcakes my sister brought from some bakery in DC. When is this f... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:03:26 EST So MUCH money!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890272 Since Ive began taking my lunch to work and eating out less I HAVE SO MUCH MONEY!!!! I was able to buy myself an excellent professional quality hair dryer and all the styling products to go along with it. THEN I was able to purchase some awesome bath products to pamper myself in a calorie free wa... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:02:43 EST Coping Rant, or Not Using Food Hurts! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890271 You know, Spark People is hands down the best weight loss tool, inspiration, motivation, resource, plan, guide and guru I've ever had the good luck to meet (inasmuch as you can "meet" a site). <BR> <BR> I enjoy it immensely, and obsess over it, even though it isn't necessarily *fun* all the time... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:01:31 EST Not a pretty picture but ... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890270 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/0/l10653476.jpg"> <BR> <BR> A pound is a pound... <BR> Sun, 20 May 2012 21:00:53 EST My Daughter is Still Touching Lives Even After Her Passing... (PIC) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890269 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/3/l235322552.jpg"> <BR> <BR> My friend Heather was pregnant with her son when Maddie and Josh passed away. So naturally her son never met Maddie. When Heather was pregnant with her son and Maddie was alive she'd try to teach Maddie to say "Boobies... Sun, 20 May 2012 21:00:03 EST New Dress - Full Body pictures http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890268 This is what I wore to church today. It's a new dress I bought at Sears about two months ago when they were going out of business. I could get it on then, but it was still too tight then. Fits good now! I got a lot of compliments on how great I am looking lately! One lady commented that I looked ... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:59:36 EST Day 170- Feeling Very Successful and Happy with Life :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890267 Hello. <BR> <BR> It's been awhile. Well really only three days, but that's more days than I like to miss blogging on SP. I was home this weekend to help my parents with a huge event that my dad helps out with. I was at the event form 7-3 on Friday and 10-2 on Saturday. Both days I ate good brea... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:59:26 EST Happy Sunday, everybody! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890266 <em>104</em> Imagine my surprise this morning when I opened my front door on my way out to meet a friend for lunch (and take out the garbage) to find it was sheeting down rain!! <em>257</em> What the ?*!?? Nope, wasn't expecting that. <em>24</em> <BR> Reversing my steps, I pulled out a rain... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:57:10 EST Lookin Up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890265 Thank You ever so much. Sometimes it's too easy to become focused on the children and their problems and put the one who helped create those children on the back burner. That is exactly what I have been doing. : ( I have been so focused on son and myself, that hubby has been standing in the win... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:56:12 EST Day 29-33 Insanity Done! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890264 Core Cardio and Balance done! Rest day tomorrow and then fit test and Max Interval Circuit! I am excited to start the last phase of Insanity! I officially am done with school as well! It feels so good! Student teaching was very stressful, but I made it through! Tomorrow I go back to work and i wi... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:55:28 EST 21 Day Challenge-Day 6 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890263 I struggled today. I broke down and had some sweets. <em>24</em> I'm not going to give up though and will be right back on track tomorrow. Sun, 20 May 2012 20:54:31 EST Snozday (or Sunday, if you prefer) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890262 I had another night of rough sleep. Another night of the cat waking me up. Another night of my daughter randomly waking up in the wee hours. And then I woke up at 5am...again. I tried to stay in bed and rest a little while longer, but ended up fighting sleep instead. <BR> <BR> Ugh. <BR> <BR> I... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:51:09 EST Day 174-another Mother's Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890260 We went to early mass today and were able to go to a nice brunch afterward at Crave in Omaha. It's a little pricey, but kids eat free for every adult. Today, they charged Mikey and Pat as kids, so we got two free kid meals, and our teenagers were basically half the price they usually charge. I... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:48:50 EST blueberry pancakes - YUM http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890259 I have been craving pancakes like made for the last 1-2 weeks. With any of my cravings, I try to give it a few days to see if it will dissipate. This one just would NOT go away. <BR> <BR> So, after our ride this morning, my friend and I hit IHOP and I got some double blueberry pancakes and the... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:48:23 EST 3/4 of a well-managed conference weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890258 This weekend was the Nebula Awards weekend in Washington, DC, and hubby and I drove out there, about a 7 hour drive. I did really well with my eating through the weekend, and worked out. But last night we were up really late, this morning I woke early and couldn't go back to sleep, and driving ho... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:46:57 EST IT'S BEGUN http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890256 <link>thimecules.blogspot.com/2012/05/it-h<BR>as-begun.html </link> Sun, 20 May 2012 20:44:24 EST Spring and new energy of May... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890255 I have been tracking my workouts now since 2010 not just here, but on a horridly geeky spreadsheet. It shows when I worked out how much, for how long, calories etc. The most interesting part about this spreadsheet though is the time of year that I seem most active and most consistent. <BR> <... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:44:18 EST A wild few days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890254 I took my Dad out for a drive on Thursday. During our drive he aspirated some water. WE pulled over to the side of the road and waited until he got the water up. I went over to his place later that day to check his chest. The caregiver was there to make his dinner and he was just getting up. He w... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:43:52 EST Even more miles... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890253 It was pretty warm here today. It got up to 83F, and still I went out walking. I didn't take the dog, as he is still not walking far. But I had a human companion for a change. We averaged about a 15 min/mile pace over 5.5 miles, so we did pretty good. I also pedaled 4.3 miles in about 15 min... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:43:01 EST One of my reasons for being faithful to SP..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890251 I have many reasons for wanting to be on SP, from wanting to be able to to look more fit & toned & at a healthier weight to being able to have the energy to stay active with my family & friends. Let me share one of those special reasons with you...... <BR> Today is a very special day for our fam... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:42:24 EST BMI for me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890250 18.5 or less Underweight 100 to 124 lbs <BR> (My high school weight) <BR> 18.5 to 24.99 Normal Weight 125 to 164 lbs <BR> (I went from 135 lbs to 172 lbs in 1 month when I was 19 yrs old) <BR> 25 to 29.99 Overweight 165 lbs to 199 lbs <BR> (In 14 years I gained 10 lbs by staying active and n... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:41:55 EST Day 145. On plan. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890249 1800. Sun, 20 May 2012 20:41:32 EST There is a first time for everything http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890248 Today is my first day on this site. <BR> Today is my first day for blogging. <BR> I found out about sparkpeople around 4:30 at night. <BR> This is not the first day that I've eaten things I should not (nor do I believe it will be the last ha) . <BR> I decided to start my first day now, even aft... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:41:23 EST Getting Ready http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890247 Hubby and I are getting ready for our trip. We both have mixed emotions about it. We dread the burial but I, at least, am looking forward to seeing my DD and my sweet aunt. I made our motel reservations last night. We already made our flight reservations about 6 weeks ago. We will also visit... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:41:00 EST No fitness last week of any kind http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890246 This past week I didn't engage in any fitness activities and not by choice. I was suffering from cramps and muscle spasms in my legs and lower back. Extremely painful stuff. Every move, I made was a possible spasm trigger. Laying in bed wasn't even a safe venture. My medical team and I figur... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:40:27 EST DOWN 1/2 POUND OH WOW!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890245 Weighed myself today and lost a 1/2 poung. Oh wow! I know it's something, but not enough. <BR> In other matters, I went to make supper and pots fell on my left foot, especially on one of my toes. It was bleeding I put some ice on it, but my whole foot along with my toe hurts. I hope I am ok tom... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:40:12 EST Are You Focused On Your Goals? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890244 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/0/l407611489.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> If you lack focus it will get you no where that you want to be. There are lots of books and blogs wrote on setting goals and making plans to reach the goals. If we are not careful we can become obsessed which ... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:39:33 EST It is Well with my Soul http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890243 <em>43</em> Sunday <em>288</em> <em>296</em> <BR> Sunday is my favorite day of the week. It is the day I spend meditating with the Lord. Most weeks I don't spend enough time during the week reading the word of God and praying, but I always have Sunday's set aside to be with God and with fami... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:39:27 EST Bad End To Week 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890242 Well I was having a great week. I burned all the calories they said I needed to. I only went over my daily food intake once. I stayed away from my food weakness RICE for 6 full days. Then last night I fell, twisted my left ankle & banged my left knee. It didnt hurt that bad until I got up this mo... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:38:46 EST A Busy Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890241 This has been a hectic week. I am trying to get things organized so I can be "out" for a while while I recover from surgery which is scheduled for Tuesday. I can count on hubby and son to take care of things, but I want to make it as easy for them as possible. I'm hoping I'll only be out of commi... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:38:45 EST Things I am considering lately http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890240 I have been thinking a lot about my weight loss journey. To me, gaining back 50 of the 113 lbs I lost a couple of years ago feels like failure. But, thinking seriously, what will change when (not if) I reclaim this loss? <BR> <BR> Will I be strong and healthy? Well, I already AM strong and he... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:38:13 EST "Spring Into Shape Bootcamp Challenge" - Week 4, Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4890239 Today's accountability: <BR> <BR> 1) 10-minute cardio kickboxing video done twice in a row for a total of 20 minutes. <BR> 2) 25-minute walk outside done. <BR> 3) Keeping track of food and will be within calorie range. <BR> 4) Keeping track of water and will be at a minimum 8 cups. <BR> 5) 5 ser... Sun, 20 May 2012 20:36:40 EST